Breathe.

Ever feel like you’re constantly going and nothing gets done? Or your to-do list grows by ten every time something is crossed off? Or how about that overwhelming feeling of not having enough hours in a day? Well just as I was reaching my breaking point and rushing off to yet another errand…. I open my door to one of the most beautiful sunsets I’ve ever seen. It literally took my breath away. No phone. No Ipad. Not even a book. I sat there and watched the sunset with no distractions or checking the time. I didn’t check my Facebook, Instagram, or email. I just sat there in complete silence.

Sometimes we just need a small reminder to simply take a moment for ourselves and just breathe.

Edit Your Personal Narrative

Did you ever have one of your English papers passed back filled with red marks; edits and deletions shaping your original script into something more cohesive and descriptive? If you’re at all like me, you first reacted with a bit of defensiveness tinged with embarrassment – “I thought the paper was good.” But then, upon reading the revised essay, you begrudging admit that the revised version is better. Maybe even much better.

The external hand wielding the marking pen gives you the gift of perspective, allowing you to see the patterns in your writing and the fall-back phrases that are too often used. The editing process removes what doesn’t better the whole and selects the best choice of similar words to express an idea.

Have you ever paid attention to your internal narrative, the story you tell to and about yourself? Have you ever noticed a pattern in the words you select and the phrases you repeat?

Often we unwittingly craft a negative internal narrative, repeating past injuries and berating ourselves. Spinning yarns into straightjackets that keep us bound and gagged, prisoners of ours pasts and our beliefs. We excuse others while we abuse ourselves, framing our choices as worse than they are.

The words we choose to say to others have influence.
The words we choose to say to ourselves have power.

When we repeatedly hear the same words about ourselves, we begin to believe them. Even if they aren’t true.

Pay attention to the words you use to describe yourself. Are you selecting the best term? For example, feel the difference between “depressed” and “sad.” Sure, they are technically synonyms but the connotation is vastly different. Depressed is heavy, permanent. A condition. Whereas sad says, “I feel badly right now.” It’s a mood. Ephemeral. Even if you are depressed, try renaming it as sadness in your script. Keep repeating it and you’ll start to believe it.

Look to see what other words or phrases you can replace –

“I shouldn’t feel that way” becomes “I feel this way right now and that’s okay.”

“I’m lonely” turns into “I’m feeling separated from others right now.”

“I’m stupid” is replaced with “I made the best decision I could in the moment and I’m learning.”

“I’m rehashing” is exchanged for “I’m processing.”

“I’m broke” is retired and “That doesn’t fit in to my personal wealth goal” is brought in to fill its place.

“I’ll never find love again” is crossed out and “I am open to receiving love again” is written in above.

“My life sucks” is modified with the phrase “right now.”

Edit your personal narrative to create a story of compassion. A script of forgiveness and learning and hope.

The words you choose have power.

Use that power to shape the life you want.

You’re worth it.

Lessons From the End of a Marriage

Did you ever have one of your English papers passed back filled with red marks; edits and deletions shaping your original script into something more cohesive and descriptive? If you’re at all like me, you first reacted with a bit of defensiveness tinged with embarrassment – “I thought the paper was good.” But then, upon reading the revised essay, you begrudging admit that the revised version is better. Maybe even much better.

The external hand wielding the marking pen gives you the gift of perspective, allowing you to see the patterns in your writing and the fall-back phrases that are too often used.  The editing process removes what doesn’t better the whole and selects the best choice of similar words to express an idea.

Have you ever paid attention to your internal narrative, the story you tell to and about yourself? Have you ever noticed a pattern in the words…

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{Friendship: One Way Street?}

{New Blog Post} Friendship, it's not a one way street. #linkinbio #wordpress

How many friends do you have? I mean TRUE friends. When you actually sit down and think about it you can probably count them on one hand. True friends are really hard to find. I always pour out my soul to others even when I’m on empty. Most of my friends have no idea half of the things I’ve gone through or continue to go through. I’ll give my last. I’ll listen. I’ll offer my advice even though I know you won’t listen. I’ll be there when you fall. I’ll listen again. I won’t tell you I told you so, instead I’ll just simply be there. I won’t judge. I will  simply be your friend.

I’ve poured so much out I am exhausted. Now don’t get me wrong, I do NOT think you should do things expecting something in return. BUT friendship should not be a one way street.

Those friends that only call when they need something. The friends that ask how you are doing but don’t even listen to the answer. The friend that’s always busy when you need something. The friend that won’t make time for you.

Our time is precious and why should we waste it on people who don’t cherish it. Well I refuse to waste my time. Here’s to dropping dead weight and focusing on those who love us.

XoXX

 

Side Ponytail {1.20.14}

I knew my hair would be a mess if I slept on the curly fro it was yesterday so last night I played around with it and decided a ponytail was the way to go. I did two twist to my head and put it in a side ponytail. I added bobby pins and a head band today.🙂

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